I’m getting so emotional about everything. It’s so stressful, I can’t do it anymore. My mom has already  lived longer than expected, so I know her time is coming soon. It’s gotten to the point where she’s forgotten who I am, and everytime I tell her that i’m her daughter she asks me where my kids and husband are and it kills me to lie to her and tell her “oh he’s at work and the kids are at daycare” just so she doesn’t feel like she’s completely lost it. This is killing me, I don’t want it to be like this, I just want her out of the pain.